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Isnin, Mei 26, 2014

Groom's side wedding







last weekend is a long tiring but worth every moment. I love my family and my extended family. hehe

It was my sister's majlis bertandang. At Alor Star. SO far and tiring. yup. 

But we manage to use the time together wisely by going to a holiday trip to Bukit Merah Laketown Resort. hehe I have soo much fun with the kids eventhough I didn't splash myself. hehe


Rabu, Januari 02, 2013

Pondering

Assalamualaikum to all readers.

It really still feels like 2012. But it is not. Hurmmm.. my resolution? still the same. but the feeling just getting weaker. not as much as it was back in early 2012. 

My resolution in 2012 is to finish up my master and get married. but then i stuck in my study as i can't pay up the tuition fee each semester. 

Married? He is not ready as he just started working last around September last two year.  I lost hope in almost anything. total breakdown. not to mention i have some personal problem for myself. which is not for public to share with. 

But 2012 still rocked my life as my so- coincident - business came into a reality as many have known me as ThePhotoboothCorner's owner. Not to mention I have been featured in blog segment in TV9's youth program; Safiyya.  Eventhough I did this business with my best friend a.k.a boyfie, it still did not stop me from being creative.

Overall, despite the unfortunate life. I did not gave up everything. My dream to have a master and pHD degree is still there. But I have a big and long  U - turn and bumpy road before I get there. I've learned that please opened your eyes and heart to have new experience and explore the possibilities. You will never know that you have what it takes to become someone you adore or love. 

Being someone to carry the responsibility is not hard. It just have to have the understanding and patience. Please bear in mind, nothing is impossible. I am possible. No matter you have the weakest ability on writing in english or just simply scared towards props given to you. Please please not to give up. I know giving up is easy but what do we want is far more important than to decide to gave up everything. 

me is seriously depressed whenever sees married couple. but then the marriage, i still required responsibly husband that will look after me and my family off course. Sad? Nah. too cliche. For me, be ready as I know Allah's plan better for me in the future. 

Be strong and truth always is the key. Never look down at yourself even that is what people around you do. Never let the guard down. Keep pushing with all the might that you have. You got nothing to lose. better been truth than lose your dignity by being a liar.  

Keep it real and interesting. nothing beats normal and ordinary people become someone that can wow the others in future. 


Yours truly.

Ahad, Februari 07, 2010

hurm~

well this post might full of frustration or whut so eva..

[i'm so sorry if i have make u(reader) felt mad at me..it just my point side of view...]

so i have to let it out somehow..the feeling that lingers me for the past few days...

i just felt alone..empty..i dun have any driven spirit to go on with my life..i just hate myself..i just dun think i will ever be happy again~...

ppl around me have been so supportive...but still it felt nothing...i felt nothing is waiting for me out there..i just so alone in this huge world..

i want to cry..but there's nothing left...i can't cry anymore~...it is really painful..

i'm so weak...without you...but do you care???why is that i still love you??its been a while already...

i hope u have ur best life...i just wish the same for me~...

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