its alright, its okay~

well, i must not give up right~..he is just not for you...urgh!!...hate being stuck!!i wish i can move on..time heals right~...need moments to be me...i love being loved..who doesn't...i love having someone to be there whenever i need him~...i still looking for someone who can make my eyes lighten whenever i see him~..someone that when i saw him..i knew it is him...someone who doesn't really pushy..someone just nice to talk to..someone that i turn to~...it just me..its my problem...i know..i know...i'm so sorry...i've tried...i must try harder i guess...i dun want this problem either...

now,i focused in other thing..like cleaning,doing assignment..planning for my research..facing friends???hurm..i still not that strong to say 'i'm over him'...thank you friends for helping..its really getting bored after a few years..but that's reality..and i'm really trying...

i've heard this new song by ashley tisdale...its alright,its okay~..enjoy..it does soothen my pain~..